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every one can go fuck their selves......
i cant wait for u to leave.
im glad our friendship means nothing to u.
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[04 Dec 2005|02:28pm] |
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i havent updated in a really long time...probably cause i havnt had anything to complain about. so the past few weeks have actually been really good.
christmas is becomeing overrated...its pretty lame.
so does anyone want to go to a trivium concert with me feb 12 at house of blues?
luv ya
-charms
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Im no longer looking forward to homecomeing...i dont even know if i want to go any more. The only thing im looking forward to is the weekend so i can see my cousins, i havent seen them since the summer. This year is so lame..last year was at least a little fun.
-charmelo
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[12 Sep 2005|06:13pm] |
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ive been kinda depressed lately....i hate school so much...and ive been thinking a lot about how much i miss the cruise. The only things to look forward to is homecomeing, and my cousins homecomeing, system of a down concert, and the HIM concert with my cousin. Work is starting to over power my weekends, it sucks.
-alyssa
im sry i cant show my emotions as well as u.
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[25 Aug 2005|05:01pm] |
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I finally decided to update. So...school started 2 days ago..it sucks. I hate school. I miss the summer, i hardly see anyone any more...im always doing homework or im at work. only 36 more days until the system of a down concert. Im gonna try and go to the chevelle concert...anyone want to come with? I think the concerts on homecoming. i would rather go to the concert than homecoming.
im so confused about everything right now. why do i still miss you?
-alyssa
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[05 Jul 2005|05:01pm] |
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The cruise was amazing. I got really tan...well tanner then i was before. I met so many people there. I miss them all soo much. I dont think i could ever go on a cruise ever again...its too hard to say bye to everyone. It sucks so much cause i found some one that i really liked on the cruise and i probably will never see him again. It probably sounds stupid to everyone but oh well. I missed all my friends so much...but i wish i could of stayed there forever. I dont think i ever cried that much in my life, it was so sad leaving everyone. I really hate being back home...only 3 more years until i leave.
<3 alyssa
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[15 Jun 2005|10:58am] |
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Summer started off ok...i cant wait for my cruise, i really need to get out of my house. On friday me (mr. white) and alex (mr. blonde) watched resivoir dogs...thats such a amazing movie.the rest of the time i pretty much played badminton, went to the mall with my cousin, and chilled.
im so pissed off...i need to get a job, i have no money and i really want the new foo fighters cd...i probably wont get that for a long time cause i owe so many people money. if any one has...wanna let me burn it.
well i probably wont update until after my cruise or if something good happens before then.
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
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[23 May 2005|04:00pm] |
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This weekend rocked! Sarahs party was fun...i met a few new people, then me and kim left and we got a ride to the streets from my brothers friends. Me and kim stayed there for 2 hours talking.haha.we had some nice quality time. I love hanging out with my kim.
I dont know if this is me just being jealous...but it feels like im loosing two of my friends. It feels like everyone is branching off. maybe its because everyones getting boyfriends. i dont know... for some reason i feel kinda left out now. oh well.
well im gonna go now.
<3 charmelo
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Sry i havent updated in a while....ive been really busy. I really cant wait for the summer, im so sick of school and all the sucky drama that comes with it. The only bad part about summer is gonna be the summer school...but i at least got kim and bri to keep me some company..haha health is gonna be amazing with u guys.
Im so confused on this whole likeing someone thing...i realized i cant be happy because i end up hurting someone or someone gets mad at me...i know a few people can agree with me about that.
well everything else is going pretty good...im so happy for my mo!
<3 Charmies
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[21 Apr 2005|07:34pm] |
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well im updating for stacy cause she told me to.haha
this is a poem written by alex. haha
oh Alyssa...
how you make my heart leap from beat to beat.your constant memory.... I want to reap.Your flowing brown hair.. shimmers in the sun light.your beautiful thighs.. and buns so tight. your laugh, oh your laugh pulling at my heart you in my arms.. I'd never want to part. your hand intwined in mine. sending shivers up my spine
you haunting my dreams with your beauty. Alyssa .. your a cutie patootie!
well this has been a ok week...i think im going to my cousins for the weekend! woot!
i go now.
<3 charmies
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Sry i havent updated in a really long time...I realized i only write in here if something good happened or i feel like complaining...and i kinda feel like complaining right now.
and so it begins...
1. Im so sick of all this unnecassary drama right now. I dont know if i can handle it any more. im sick of u causing fights between all of us....i dont know if i can handle hanging out with a person like that. Also your stabing all of us in the back, and u say very hurtful things to all of us.
2. I dont know what to do anymore...all i wanted was a really good guy friend.
-thanks mo and stac for helping me. haha
3. I miss the summer.. i know this sounds really gay...but i wish things could be as good as the summer...and i know this summer wont be the same.
4. Im so sick of everyone in my family...hopefully im moving in with mo soon. I cant stay here anymore...its really messing me up a lot.
well thats enough for now.
<3 charmies
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Well tonight was fun. Me and kim went to Jamba juice...then we went to my brothers hockey game. mmm intreging # water was there. haha. And there were some guys from conant there too...they stared at us 15 times within the time they were there. haha.
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wow...i havent updated in the longest time.Im really looking forward to spring break...i think i might party over at my cousins for most of the time, i cant stand being home 7 whole days with my family. Im so sick of it here....only 3 more years until i get out of this town and move to seatle! woot!
Tomorrow im hopefully hanging out with kim...i havent done anything with her in the longest time.
I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well.
-seether-
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Alex pimped out my lj...woot!
i heart her
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[26 Feb 2005|02:21am] |
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The Dimebag Darrell tribute concert was amazing. We kinda missed soil....but we got in there just when drowning pool went on. Then it was anthrax and as clay says, "they were fantabulous." Then there was disturbed...in which blew us all away...at the end pantera...damage plan...guitarist from korn and slipknot came out. We were right by the mosh pit. woot!
Today me alex mo stac feagan and clay went to kfc for our feast. then we went to walmart...went to the dollar store...haha...decorated clays room...and now me and alex are up and mo stac and feagan are asleep. The high light of my night would have to be bringing the bobble head jesus to kfc...and alex molding a coon dog out of potatoes and chicken. haha. And you cant forget us singing gossple coon dog songs deep into the wee hours of night fall.
well im going off to bed now. dayum coonies.
-charmies
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I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?
^Seether
im done with you.
This week has really sucked. im getting so sick of everyone. Well im not gonna bore everyone by complaining so i go now.
-charms
p.s. im not friends with him.
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| Chevelle concert! |
[13 Feb 2005|10:28am] |
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Last night was amazing. Me and my concert buddy (mo) went to the chevelle concert. I wish that stacy and alex could of came. =( We kinda got there late so we missed 2 bands so we got in there just as crossfade was starting. Then helmet played and they were amazing. Then it was chevelle. Me and mo were right by the mosh pits. After the concert we went to steak n shake cause we were all kinda hungry.
11 more days until disturbed concert!
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| 3 more days til my birthday! |
[01 Feb 2005|08:28pm] |
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sry i havent updated in a while. Im really excited for the ska show on my birthday...me mo stac becca and alex will skank it up all night long. 11 more days until chevelle and crossfade show with mo and hopefully stacy!After that show i get to go to disturbed concert and i get to go back stage. woot! oh.i almost forgot...Happy Black history month! im celibrating with my fellow sisters moniqua, aniqua, and staniqua.
-random thought- i cant wait for mo to drive...for some reason i could picture her picking me and stacy up...puts on leather gloves and sunglasses...locks doors...turns around and gives us creepy smile.haha.
well i shall go now and start my essay.
-charmies
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[22 Jan 2005|05:42pm] |
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Yay its snowing! Yesterday was so much fun...me stac and feagan went to the mall to find feagan a turnabout dress. Then we chilled at feagans for the night and played poker and comps. After that feagan and me did some tiebow (dont know how to spell it).Then we wantched dodge ball. Today we went sleding for five minutes cause it was so cold. idk who to ask to turnabout...any ideas? Well im gonna get ready cause i think me stac feagan and maybe mo are gonna do something.
13 more days until my birthday!!!
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